A self confident woman on a journey.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Like the content on my I-phone, these are the days of my life.


Like many people today I use my phone for everything.  It’s my calendar, contacts, mail, music, bank, games, books, camera, etc.  It possesses a significant part of many aspects of my life that formulate who I am.  I was sorting through the pictures in my camera and realized for the entire year there was one picture of me and my soon to be ex-husband on my phone.  One. That’s all, one.  I had to smile and kinda laughed to myself, he looked pissed.  It was on the vacation I took him on to Costa Rica.  It’s so obvious now our relationship had been over for a good year.  There was nothing between us on my phone except one picture, my sad and angry emails asking for his love and attention, not a facebook post about “us”, no shared playlists, no calendar dates, no high scores on games, nothing but one angry picture. I had over 20 pictures of his Skype communication with her and one picture of “us”. Oh sweet I-phone if I had only realized sooner the signs you showed me day in and day out.  I will refer to your reflection on the reality of my life more often.  

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