It was the complete cliché the young 23 year old girl, the office “assistant” that sleeps with the married man. There I was the unsuspecting and devoted wife. Several have asked how I felt about the “younger” woman. The other cliché is the portrayal of the wife lamenting over her age and jealousy over the mistresses youth. Her age and youth never really crossed my mind. I am sure she was probably thinner, her booty probably firmer, her skin probably smoother, and her hair probably thicker. None of that ever really bothered me, I may be getting older but no one will ever have a better rack then me J Okay for real it wasn’t about her or me I can only live one cliché at a time. She could have been anyone therefore there is nothing special or amazing about her. He never wanted a true connection or real relationship, then he would have to be honest about himself a selfish, money obsessed, arrogant and pompous fame follower. Can she really be that great of a person with the knowledge of him being married the majority of the time they have been together. I do not know a decent or good person who would knowingly sleep with someone that was married. I am sure he told her and many others all sorts of great lies about us and our marriage to try to justify his actions. I was initially surprised at her continued affection towards a man that abandons his family and child. Although the ease and speed in finding her families contact information, during my recent lack of morality, stemmed from her internet plea to find her own father. Maybe having another father leave his family and child for her is the ultimate sign of love and that is why she tweeted a picture of them stating, “I win”. There is no competition for a morally devoid, malicious, deceitful, conniving and habitual liar who manipulates situations to be, as he wants. She is just another body for him, just another person he can easily influence and trample when she doesn’t fit in with the partying, VIP lists, money, his charade of success. A person that contributes and encourages a parent to abandon their child is heinous. And don’t think for a second I put this on her, these are his choices and this blog would be a million posts long describing how horrendous I think his choices are. But she had a part in all of this, although she could have been anyone, that is why I never physically, emotionally or mentally compared myself to her. She will never amount to the woman I am. Yes I failed in my marriage but it never had a chance with the duplicitous lies. I am successful in my career and most importantly my true relationships. Loyal, thoughtful, caring, responsible, supportive, joyful, compassionate, and moments of mischief. All of that and with a great rack ;) Maybe that is how I should start my online dating profile, when I make one. That would be sure to get a date or two. Damn it okay I get it that’s where I go haywire with attracting the wrong guys. At least it’s better then “enjoys cheating, sleeping with married men, contributing to the divorce rate and encouraging father abscentism”.
No comments:
Post a Comment